I feel like I haven’t really written from the heart in a good minute here.
For the month of August, I wanted to give you a more in-depth idea of who I was. I’ve shared with you a few things that drive me bonkers, my bad habits, a few of my favorite things, my peeves as a Mom, let y’all follow me for an entire day. I hope that you guys have a clearer depiction of what my true vibe is.
Today, I’m going to give you just a tiny bit more and let you into my mind. So, for the most part, I’m pretty realistic- sometimes too realistic (B and the kids hate it). I am a straight to the point kind of gal and once I’ve got my mind set on how it’s supposed to go, that way it has to be should or else.
This whole my way or the highway deal is something that I’m learning to overcome but I’m pretty freaking stubborn so it’s taken me a bit longer to readjust my ways. This is going to sound so crazy but I have a few certain people in my life that are ALWAYS positive – ALL the time. The glass is half full all day every day. Gosh, I wish that could be me. I don’t know exactly how they’ve become the way that they are, but maybe it’s through experience. I think all the time, what else is it that I need to experience to be able to make a positive spin on my outlook on everything.
I’m so uptight and so strict in my way of life that I think it hinders a lot of opportunities. I’m always down to try something new and experience but unfortunately, if it doesn’t fit into the already set schedule, I get my panties all in a bunch. I need to seriously learn how to just roll with it– with a smile. I literally just started thinking about positive thinking (weird, I know) and putting positive vibes out there. A friend, whose family has recently been struggling financially, put it out there that they wanted referrals for their business, so no joke, in two days they landed two new projects. Hmm I think to myself, well, maybe she’s on to something. Maybe speaking things out loud will bring those things to you?
What about vision boards? This too is going to sound crazy, but Tanya from On Air with Ryan Seacrest is so incredibly positive and is obsessed with vision boards and has sort of convinced me that it works. I’ve pinterested them, I’ve collected an obscene amount of magazines and I’ve got my poster board. Do I buckle down and do it? Once you do it, you have this collage of things you want to happen, supposedly, and where are you supposed to hang this? And is it by seeing it every day you are reminded of what it is that you want and you will then hustle for them? Fill me in. ASAP.
I suppose there is no better time than today than to put it out there, that we need some positive juju over here. There are a ton of amazing opportunities on the horizon, so close that I can almost taste them. May the stars soon align so I can be busy AF living my best life with my best friend and our babies.